AnjaM

All the noises in my head...

All the weight that I feel,
on my shoulders lying,
the fear in my chest,
the noise in my head...
And all the lies
don...
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All the weight that I feel,
on my shoulders lying,
the fear in my chest,
the noise in my head...
And all the lies
don't really help.

Try to turn off
from the world
and the neighbour.
Alone, try to process,
what all that even means.

Will it work,
will it be better,
will everything be all right?
Like before?
Never.
Is the damage too big?

All the weight that I feel,
on my shoulders lying...
Will it go away
or just stay there for good?

[A.M., 21.03.2020]

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A few days ago I was going through my oldest images and I found this one...
I made it a while ago but never finished it... It didn't feel right at that time. But now the idea for post-production went with no problem.

Maybe because of the situation that we are all in at this moment. Because of the Coronavirus we are on in quarantine in our country since last Monday. Trying to limit the spread of the virus. I hope that we do that in time and that the situation won't be so horrible.

The quarantine alone doesn't really affect me so hard, because I work from home, so most of my time I am always at home. So nothing actually changed in my daily routine. I still make my jewellery, working on stock and some new designs.
But all orders stopped because people don't really buy jewellery in this kind of situation and all the little shops that are selling my jewellery are now closed...So I'm really worried about what that means for my business if this quarantine will last a long time... Strange times are ahead of us...

That's why I decided to update my Saatchi art profile ( I will slowly add more images), where I sell my prints. Maybe I will sell enough that will help me go through this hard time and help me pay all the cost that I have with my business...because our country doesn't look that will help us (all the small businesses in my country are really in a tough situation right now...).

If you like my images and would like to have a print at your home, I will be really happy and grateful if you will stop by at my Saatchi art shop ( https:--www.saatchiart.com-anjamatko) and maybe get one for yourself. It will mean the world to me. <3

This photo kind of represents how I feel at this time...scared, anxious and sad...because we don't know what the time will bring.

I still try to stay positive and optimistic and try to stay away from the news. In my little bubble of jewellery and photography. Helps a little!
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