Candlelight

3:43 a.m in Jordan and I’m still up. Lights are switched off. Silence hovered my small room as my heartbeat stopped in a millisecond. I’m nervous. Scared. There’s something wrong here. But I couldn’t figured out the hole in this feeling I’ve had in my heart.

Holding back a heavy sigh, I calmed myself down. It’s not insomnia, I know. It’s something bothering me. And stressed me out. Trying to let go of this feeling, I grabbed a snacks. I lit up a candle for no fuvking reason. I know it sounds crazy. But, yeah, this is insane. Well, I’m breathing and that’s all matter, so far.

#sorryformygrammar #fight #alone #stressed
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