I had so many photo plans for today, so many fun ideas to do with the kids b

I had so many photo plans for today, so many fun ideas to do with the kids but none of it happened.
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If you watch my stories you'll see we had a major melt down in the shops today, thank you so much for all the lovely messages you sent me. Rowan was so bad, I've never seen him like that. I've always had this irrational fear with rowan that people will turn up one day and take him away, it started when he was a baby and so sick, no one would believe me when I said what was wrong because the doctors didn't help he got sicker I feared for no reason they would take him away from me. The health visitors reported me for suspected neglect as his eczema was so so severe, it didn't take them long to realise that wasn't the case.
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In the shop I had to carry him out kicking and screaming and I had this irrational fear someone would come running out and take him off me for being a bad mother.
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I ofcourse know that it is irrational, I also know toddlers will have meltdowns but it didn't stop how I felt in that moment.
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