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NIKON D3100

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Aperture f/11.0 ISO 100 Shutter 13/1

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Jun, 2014

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Anti-depressants, mines not working..

I'm surprised you were able to identify the kind of pill... This is the 2nd failed set of pills I've tried. It gave me increased thoughts of suicide, so I was completely comfortable with the thought of killing myself, which was horrible now that I look back and think how many panic attacks I had that month. And how I got incredibly close to killing myself one day; hence the dark lighting in the photo... I'm surprised I didn't give up on Anti-depressants all together after all that shit. I've been on a new set for a few months and it is... such an improvement. I'm not happy yet, but earlier this year I didn't even believe I'd make as far as I have. Everyone's brains require different chemicals, so don't give up after failed results. It's very possible to recover, however unrealistic it may seem ya know? Awesome photos by the way! Damn fine idea putting paint into the water like you did, and the smoking flower is sexy.

You are truly amazing. I would like to know more about your story. I take meds for my depression and mood disorder/bipolar. I think it works but idk. I like it a lot how you are open about this and that you use your photography to motivate others and to share your story. I just am speechless on how amazing you truly are.

Hey Brittany. My mother called after having a really horrible dream, and to cheer her up, I read your comment to her. She told me how proud she is of me and began to cry. Thank you so much for this comment, it meant a lot. Some days the pills work, some days they don't. The best advice I can give you is become a master of your emotions, but let the emotions happen. Understand how everything works. This method helped me in so many ways, and it also helped others that are going through the same stuff.