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LOVE this totallly encompasses how you cna feel trapped within yourself you can see out but your stuck withihn love this project , id love to see you do one in reference to suicide i know this touches on issues leading towards it but i think you could really grab peoples souls with shocking but not harmingly brutal depictions that leave you affected to point of not been able to just do nothing because we must do something to see and know and act on the unspoken and the arkwardness that is sliently screaming in our faces yet we smile say you will be ok mate hear if you need me just reach out and give us a call , when knowenly we pretend to not know how much they need us right then and there at all and thus in the morning when we pop in to say hey missed your call your too late and they greet you by rope as you open the door...... we dont do enough because its not comfortalbe f or people to just say dont go just stay stay and dont speak dont need me to speak share my dam feelings smile or try to be ok , just stay stay and shut the f up but please dont go just stay , stay so i know that im not alone stay so i feel someone loves me as i am stay and do dishes i havent touched in a month stay and make sustainable nibbles lay next to me dont speak just let me feel your next to me so i dont feel so f--king dead and alone just stay and stay and stay till i finally speak and find the want to face life again with the help of my non speaking true friend ........... dont ask me to ask you to come halp me i wont i like it in darkness when i m lost and alone , just be intrusive stay and dont leave i will hate you and irate you but silently scream please please dont leave, just be bloody rude and tidy my room vacuum my crap up and reorganise the chaos ive struewn and then when your finished jesus please dont bloody leave just stay dont speak dont expect me one word to say , just stay because you know that im not o-bloody-k stay till i come out of that dark place again and stay to deterr me from setting up permenant home in that darkness and finding peace in its unknown stay so to show me i am gonna be missed and stay so i know if i check out im gonna be missed but stay first and foremost because you give a fuck about me stay because my life is worth more staying comfortable and its easier to leave just stay just stay and i will keep fighting to breathe....
but know if yu dont stay and i chose to leave that i was too lost to sick and couldnt find the words please dont stay dont leave , its not a blame game its just a sadness to deep to speak up and share and i believed in that moment my only escape was to silently sleep but now looking back i know i should have non silently screamed somebody somebody just please stay dont go just shut dont speak but please dont fucking go.
i worte this after my beautiful cousin 20 yrs mum of two killed heself , i should have stayed but i left because life is a busy bullshit show and come morning 500 metres up the road she silently slept by the rope that she chose..... maybe you could use this as inspriartion for your next project maybe not , i wish i hads stayed i miss her so dam nmuch